Living with pain that never goes away !!!!!
By gmatxi1
January 15 at 12:13
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I'm a 57 yr old great grandma. I've lived with cronic pain now for over 25 yrs now. But the past 2 1/2 yrs have been absolute hell.
My husbands work decided to get the lousyest medical insurance. It wasn't worth the paper that it was wrote on. So my husband dropped our ins.
I have RA, Severe Fibro, severe back problems and ect.
Well my Dr treated me for about 6 months after we dumped the med ins.
I was on quite a few differant meds. Including some heavy pain meds. But I called in one month to have my meds refilled only to find out that the Dr. Fired me because of not having any medical insurance.
Well its now been over 2 1/2 years since then. I've had no medication for my bp, chol, ra , Fibro or any of my medical problems.
I've tried to keep my bp and chol in control with vitamins. But nothing makes my pain to go away.
I babysit for my first great granddaughter who is 6 months old now. It takes everything that I've got to even get out of bed. Let alone to take care of a baby. I don't go anywhere any more because just walking a little is like running a marathon for me. I just can't do it anymore.
My husband is a over the road truck driver. I only see him maybe 1 day a week. I have 2 grandchildren and 1 great grandchild that live with me.
My husband changed employers and we are just now starting to get all of the info for our new medical insurance.
I'm lost on what to do in getting a new Dr. I've not seen one in such a very long time. Lol.
But i'll you something when you are at your lowest you don't give up. No matter what you have to do. Just to get out of bed I want to scream because my pain is so bad. But I don't give up. But at other times i've just thought. Why ???
But now I can finially see a Dr again. Hopefully he can bring my pain under control. At least I pray that he can.
Likes





